I was prescribed xanax, valium, and vicodin for various reasons.

I have strange paranoia and anxiety because I don’t always have it… it creeps up on me at random times.

I’m this completely confident girl usually… but when it starts getting dark at night the paranoia creeps up.  Loud noises from far away scare me, as well as low-flying planes.  Strange car/truck noises scare me.

The xanax is for flying.  I’ve flown tons ever since I was young but I’ve developed this awareness the last few years about how humans created everything we use and there’s so much room for human error and I’m so scared of flying nowadays.  I’ll be flying to LA tomorrow so I hope the xanax calms me down.